I am so glad to see many people visiting my website, but I realize how much more I need to do.  For 12 years now I have had an extraordinary calling to leadership, I know that, but sometimes I feel like it such a hard road, and it is.  It just takes talking with those that God has put in my path to support me and for me to support them, to not feel alone.  It is when I talk with those that don't "get it" or are angry that they haven't had a similar experience (instead of wanting to know how to have an experience with God), that I feel the pain of my mission.  I have always been hopeful and optimistic about all this, yet I am quite aware of the despair and needs around me.  It is for me to join together with more people who want to or have had an experience with God, instead of people who deny or ignore it, in order to help those around me that don't "get it".  I realize that more organization is needed on this and I will pray and meditate for a solution. 

I hope everyone can go through what I call "the 12 steps for life", similar to the 12-step program.  (I had innately gone through these 12 steps when I met God, and I believe they are within all of us.)